Want.

Man. It really sucks when you don't get what you want. Not that I didn't already know that... but it tends to make me say some craaaazyyy things. Probably because it stresses me out and makes me anxious. *Sigh*

Like, for example, how I'm in the same predicament I've always been in. You may be "connected" to someone who lives close to you. But I'm still pining over the same forbidden fruit with nothing to take the edge off. I'm the one who's still alone.

Yes, I know, I will be my own downfall in this matter. I'll say something I'll regret and I won't be able to take it back. If only I could control my damn emotions.

And how every time I see her name on your facebook, I get a little bit sick to my stomach. It's not even that I hate her. I'm sure she's a fantastic person. It's just my psychosomatic response. Yeah, I just went AP Psych on your ass.