S.J.

So out of nowhere comes my ex-boyfriend. Things ended pretty badly a few years ago, but he sent me a message apologizing and wanting to start over as friends. I had gotten over him, and didn't really care whether or not we spoke anymore. But I accepted the friend invite, because, I mean, it couldn't hurt, right?

I guess in the end I'm just a little confused because we flirt so much. It's different than before, but in a good way. I don't want to be in a relationship and he has a girlfriend of six months, but I think I'm starting to like this guy again.

He's always so nice to me and compliments me on everything. He makes me feel wanted. And now that I'm talking to him again, I'm glad I accepted the invite. I'm eager to see what the future will hold.

Sadness

I think that if sadness could be tangible, it would be something cold and wet that seeps into your soul, like water to a sponge. It can find its way into the smallest of nooks and drown you in its sorrow.


Cheerfulness is the opposite. When someone is truly happy it comes from every cell within and radiates outward.

Sam (12:41:31 AM):

Kind of like a bright light; it eliminates the shadows inside first, and then it works its way outward.

Fear

Sam (9:10:55 PM): I'd have to say fear is a shapeshifter, no? It intrudes to the depths of your mind, takes your harshest insecurity or irrationality, and uses it as a weapon.

I think I'm going to start blogging about the ways in which emotions work. This really struck me, and I just wanted to remember it.

Change

I think for the most part, we remain the same people for the whole of our lives. The changes we make within ourselves may seem huge, but in reality are only very small.

Senior

(inspired by a friend)
A true senior isn't someone who works their butt off or slacks off completely. It's someone who just looks like they're being productive. =P